याद्पापीले सताउंदा, सम्झना मै बित्न थाले
भिडमा त्यसै हराउछु, एकान्तको कुरा छाडौं
कहाँपोखुँ मन्को बह, भावना मै बित्न थाले
अतित ले पोल्दो रै´छ, खाटो बसी सुक्यो घाऊ
हिजोसम्म ताजा लाग्थ्यो, बिर्सना मै बित्न थाले
साउनमा खडेरी भो, बषन्त् कहिल्यै पलाएन
प्यास रह्यो जुनी भरी, तिर्सना मै बित्न थाले
चिसा चिसा रातहरु, कल्पना मै बित्न थाले
याद्पापीले सताउंदा, सम्झना मै बित्न थाले
Since a couple of days , I was gloomy, silence and frustrated with every things and every changes and happen with me. The cold and long nights were killing me inside slowly. I have been neglecting the daily life and the way of living. I was not happy with any thing. I was just thinking the negetive part of life and time. No thing making me happy and giving me a bunch of peace and flower of happiness. I was not pretty sure that, what I was looking for? I was feeling that I am waiting some one with lots of love and cares to me. How stupid I was, I am? I was completely out of the life track (way). But suddenly you appeared and gave me your ideas of living and showed me the world. The world of beauty and peace. The colours of the world with the sound of ocean. So today I had a great and wonderful day of this year. I was impressed with your words that, the world and the life is full of colours and happiness. Every things on the way the soil, the flower, the stone they were giving me the taste of life and world. The sounds of sea eagles were music of love and passion. I felt I was dancing with cheers and blooming with plenty of different buds of various flowers. The wet montain reminds me my own mountain and the pine tress appearing as my own glimpses of life. The horizon seemed really a line of thoughts and destiny of each live of this universe. The sky was clean and blue, the sun was shining I was thinking that, they were well coming me out of this room. You were not with me but my mind was just thinking of you and imagining that you are with me as my shadow. I enjoyed the every moments of today, I enjoyed the snow peaked mountains around the valley of San Sebastian, the autumn almost gone. The trees, grass seemed they are waiting of spring to bloom. Even some tree of the forest were with out petels (leaves) but attractives for visitors and mountain trekkers like me. I have though so many words to describe those during my treks and climbing and coming down.
ReplyDeleteLike this the day which I passed (went through), it was absolutely bright and happy. You know what , it was the day I was born 37 years back. So I have not any complaints of the day I was born because, it was the day of SARASWATI the goddess of educaton, wisdom, morality and more. The day called SHREEP ANCHAMI as well, my father use to tell me that, that´s why my grand father named me SHREE.